thepastismyfuture
Emily Hawthorn is a spirit that was in my old bed room for the longest time. Her presence used to make me fearful of the room when it was dark and also gave me the feeling of being watched.
I found out through meditation that she was in love with a man. When he left her for someone else she went mad with jealousy and rage. She ended up killing herself in the corner of the room.
Now she seems to have calmed down and warmed up to me. That or she left/moved on.
This spirit taught me to face my fears. She also taught me how to tell the difference between a threat and a friend.
One day I felt Yoru press something into my hand. I closed my hand around it and felt the warm in it. It was made of love and kindness. My instinct told me to press this thing to my lips but I also knew this energy wasn’t meant to be a part of me. I listened and pressed my hand to my lips. The energy was absorbed and rested into my throat by my blue chakra. A few days later I ask yoru what he had given me. ‘Dana’s self loving heart.’ Yoru replied. “How did you get this?!” I ask him shocked. “Lots and lots of long battles with Jacob.” He replied with a hint of exhaustion. “Well done my son. You will be rewarded.” I say allowed as my hand goes over the spot where the heart lies. It lights up green.
I have yet to return it, but I think I will today. I’m trying to find a way to get it back to her without Jacob stealing it again.
